pissed. mega pissed. childish, annoying, irresponsible. why, dear god?

im so angry i could bite a horse and tear its flesh right out.kak!! come home quick quick. no mood no mood

ssc farewell tmr. overnight in sch. kinda excited just now. but before that, i’ll be having tuition in the morning.lets pray i’ll have enough time to get to sch.

no mood

lets sleep people

IM BACK HOHOHO!!!

I noe i have random titles. anyway, o level is like FINALLY over. ya this news is wayyyyy outdated. i’ve beeen smothering myself in lazy oil and uniting with the bed exceptionally early ever since. so today is the day i feel like i should clear my mail and put some life back here. was looking for new themes for the blog but couldnt find any. WORDPRESS!! LOOK HERE!! U NEED INTERESTING THEMES!!!.

apparently im not as onss and hardworking and got-nothing-better-to-do as my lovely sis to design my own skin. i need new skin ppl!!! kak if u free help me do love u

lets not talk about o level lar hor. so boring

prom!! everyone’s shopping for prom like crazy. if u go to far east/ bugis right now, u can barely walk. i bet i will see alot of  “uniform groups” that night. hehehe. for guys nvm lar. but for girls, if u see another girl wearing the same dress, i bet u will feel like u would rather go around naked right.  i found a nice red and black dress. well i pray no one wears the same or anything almost the same as me.well the shop had only one piece , sooooo, i hope i dun get a twin sister that night

fat. i hate being fat. ok im not exactly fat but im not fit anymore. so if u’re not skinny or fit, u go to the other end of the spectrum, which is FAT.  im gonna start doing exercise. hopefully the twice a day workout will last.

work. hmm… i dunno how to explain my status.gladys, zelia and i are working together currently. t-shirt printing thats what it is. since im at it, might as well promote my service right

T-SHIRT PRINTING AND CUSTOMISATION SERVICE

CALL ME

u want number ask lar hor.can do anything u want. ayyye bottles, towels, medals , trophies

hmm im also going to be a tutor. to a neighbour. pri 4 going to 5. he does need help. so thats all im probably gonna do till the results are out. i was thinking of getting like sales job. but i dun need that much money badly, so yea im sticking with being a tutor and t-shirt printing thingy. so love me people, order froom me. hahaha

i’ll post pictures the next time. im too lazy to sieve the pictures.toodles. ok let me do another advertisement

WATCH FRINGE TONIGHT ON CHANNEL 5

10PM-11PM!!

just watch. dont ask

noodles

our first o level exam is in 7 days time. science practical. yeap just one week. my nervousness can only last for a few hours max. good bad? i duno time will tell. im working but im not sure the intensity in which im working is ideal given the amount of time i have left.well getting stressed and chiong-ing like mad is not the rule of exams right.

today is the 2nd last day of official school. kinda feel the void alrdy. cant believe its been 4 years.i definitely spend more time in school than at home. haii im so sad.

im falling ill though. bad timing. and im getting fatter.how? got no time to swim. i cant even skip now.

will my knee able to heal? ever?

i’ve got so much passion left.what do i do with it?

48 days.

im almost freaking out.its scary.  we get so comfortable in sec sch life now we have to chiong all the way and after 60++ days later, we are no longer kranjians. im so scared that i finished studying 4 chapters of history in 2 days. thoroughly.i guess there’s an advantage here.enough about o levels

its the 7th month. im partially irritated. no offence buddhist people, but seriously u’re causing much pollution and my asthma attacks nowadays! is there any other way to transport those gifts and money to ur ancestors? ++ those incense sticks around grass patches really have to be minimised. i just kicked a few just now. i hope i didnt offend anything. i just think u people should be a little more considerate. leaving those things lying around practically everywhere and anywhere possible, even right smack in the middle of a walkway. if we happen to offend anything, we are the ones who  have to pay the price,not u. so why not put those offerings  some place more prominent and not blocking any walkway or paths. thank you.would really appreciate it.

holiday classes have been very productive and useful.i hope i dont get burnt out too soon.

next week is prelim 2!!!!!  im partially scared and partially confident.

fasting month. normal. not hungry not thirsty.just tired.dont really get enough energy food.

have been going out to break fast quite alot. once, i went out with a few friends to break fast at lucky plaza. it was a weird combination of people who went. but we had loads of fun definitely.firstly and most importantly, maybe because they are intelligent ppl.it was really really fun. we know each other quite well, we just never go out together before. but it was nice. lets go out again some time!!! anyway, enjoy the photos

AT HMV:

hanis went straight to this section

and i wonder why  i wasnt surprise

the busy woman

*points to photo on wall* i know herrrrrr!!!!!!!

she feels fat!???!!

when the drinks came, he asked ” can i drink the bubbles, pleasseeee?”

“NO!”

” its just the bubbles, please?

he fast for a few hours and was already half dead waiting for the food. oh the drama

SUPERMODEL POSE SEGMENT:

everyone had to do a supermodel pose just for fun lar




no,he’s not gay. but look at that man behind
hanis pose like some korean band thingy
mine failed so many times coz nadia say not fierce enough. so here it goes.

FOOOOOOOOOOOODD:

AFTER FOOD:
the very satisfied and full man(KH) and the man who couldnt stand the spiciness(irwin)
F: do u have to do that face when u take pic with me?

KH: sorry ar, i beside u only my face automatically like that

my heart is beating at a crazy speed. pray for me. i hope tmr will be fine.  im pretty scared.

God, please be there with me….

i know u will.

i need strength

HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY!!!

Today is teacher’s day! i hope all teachers take a break today and maybe stop thinking about what work u’re gonna give us tmr for the time being ok. just relax. today is UR day.

yesterday was teacher’s day celebration.started  off the day with interclass games.i was in captain’s ball.so we combined with 4b and played against 4C+4D, 4E+4F and 4I+4J.won, draw and draw respectively.got 2nd place =.-.mehh not happy. in case u’re wondering, my knee survived.

BUTTTT, my butt was itchy and we played basketball after that. THATS! when, the knee started swelling.i should have known.the joint felt funny and it hurts when i walk. ah ne got me ice from the staff room and mr kat and miss wong came too. by then, there was already a small crowd gathering.i dunno y, but whenever im in trouble, injured or sad, theres always this few people (miss wong, mr kat, weihong and kheng hian).guess they are my angels of some sort.anyway,felt guilty seeing them so worried.

went up to the hall with weihong’s help. the performance was good surprisingly. good job!

halfway during the performance, i got up coz of some reasons and went to find the rest( mainly weihong, kheng hian and irwin). they were sitting on the floor behind me. poor them. had to stand the entire time coz they couldnt see from where they were seated. weihong and kheng hian asked me where i was going. i told them i was going to throw the plastic bag of melted ice away. they told me they were gonna get more ice.

while sitting at the staircase, this prefect came and asked me to stay there. she came back a few moments later with a bag of ice. i was kinda surprised. i thought the staff room’s ice no more? she told me miss wong took it from f&n room. i dunno which miss wong but thx!!!!!!

kheng hian and weihong came back like 10 mins later with 2 bags of ice.ok i seriously felt bad. i got to know they ran to limbang to buy ice.i felt crappy.

here’s to everyone that i really wanna thank and i really love.THANK YOU!!!

i know im a load of trouble always

this is kheng hian

this is weihong

this is miss wong!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

After the performance, went t canteen. ssc bought cakefor pe teachers. sing sing take pics. and then off to bathe. took a short bath, changed, tied hair neat neat and off to the foyer. ahahah still limping. unglam seh. put on my tie and relieved to see lay yong. i thought i was late or something. mr kong lent me his tie pin and we were off to the spin room. and then the photoshoot began.

was very fun. but the almost unfun part was taking photos on the field at 12pm. ++we had to look up at the sky.very funny though. everyone sweating then miss wong have to touch up our faces. nice experience.

pity ms nat though.she told us she planned to go ION Orchard that day and totally forgot abt the photoshoot.so she was sticking mahjong paper together while complaining. they had to go teacher’ day celebration after that at bird park. so she say no more chance to go there.poor ms nat.

photoshoot ended at 3pm.

and im going shopping!!!!yeayyyyyyyy

permanently etched

sounds like something good. its not good.because the image that is permanently etched in my memory is the image of the dead cat lying on the road,motionless.it has been a week since it happened but it still feels real. few nights before that incident, i saw that very toddler cat playing by the roadside.the next time i see him, he’s dead. i wouldnt blame qianting’s dad for running over it.maybe the cat suddenly ran out of nowhere into his path.but his lack of compassion is stinky.u could have at least carried the cat to the side of the road. (if u’re reading this chow, no offence)

been getting recurring nightmares. of dead cats. just last night, i dreamt of adopting little kitten the size of 3 of my fingers each. and i realised they slept for so long. when i touched them, they were dead and felt very hard. i wanted to scream and cry but got no voice. then i ran all over the house but the dead cats were still clinging on to my fingers.i may not want to adopt a cat now afterall.

enough of being traumatised

the seat was only meant for 5 person.

sec 4 exco with mr hao

outgoing and incoming exco

this is the most classic photo.let us try to guess what this ppl in the yellow circles are thinking\

stanley(top right): im the man!!!!!

faridah: will u stop it? / ayye got people at basketball court!

choon yong(perv) : omg wanfen is so sexy today

qamaruz: choonyong!u see wanfen no need to push me right! im falling im falling!!

kheng hian: ahhhh qamaruz!!! get off me!! joyce is looking lar!!!!!!!!

weihong: hehehehehehe

subhaan: (point point) look people!!!

gladys: hmm maybe ur hair should be this colour.. / dont be stupid la.knock ur head

najiha: ahahahahhahahah

esther: hurrrr?

jocelyn: the camera loves meeee

this photos sums up the leader’s day

i’ve finally completed doing my venice(ss) notes WHICH i, dreaded and delayed doing.so this is an almost major thing .

something happened on thursday that felt serious. i dont get what the hell happened or why everyone acted differently after that. i just wonder why someone would want to criticise someone so much. the worst breed of humankind. i just hope she repent for her own sake. even the sight of her now makes me sick. she’s now in the center of the problem because she caused all the hard feelings among us. eeeeek what human is she

extracted from new paper.

hmm i dun think its possible to enlarge it further. in any case, the article goes like this:

The chairman of the National Day Parade executive committee, Brigadier-General Tan Chuan Jin,40, said: “we did think of 8.44pm, but it was a bit too late in the NDP show. We also thought of 8.09pm in honour of 9 Aug, but that would have been too early on in the show.”

“As the parade started shaping up, it looked as if it would take place around 8.20pm. We thought why not 8.22pm? It has a nice ring to it.”

He added: ” The comedian Irene Ang also mentioned that 8.22pm is symbolic.

” Eight divided by two is four. And it is Singapore’s 44th birthday”

seriously? my god.

“hey! why did u celebrate ur birthday at 9pm?”

“oh! coz 9 + 7 =16.and its my 16th birthday!!!”

_____________________________________________________________________________

front part of today was fine. the later part of today was horrible.extra information will not be revealed to protect, characters, objects and persons involved.

btw, we staged 2 protests in class today. eventhough it was unsuccessful.i will get the pics from carina and irwin and post it here soon.basically we protest against ss test and bio test.obviously we were not prepared. but the mrs ram and mdm normala didnt take it seriously. so we still had to do the tests. man. teachers should start taking us seriously goodness.

i want a cat. a kitten to be precise.

enough of randomness.i shall go do work.

afterall, i guess my sister is right.i hope i have enough courage and patience for it though

i wish i still had my cats with me. suddenly i miss them so much today. i’ve never felt this way before. i guess i will be asking my dad if i could keep another cat again. pray for me that he agrees

i want my life to be filled once again.

my gosh. i feel so absolutely drained. so tired. just woke up from my nap an hour ago but still so stoney. mega stoner.the thought that tomorrow is friday refreshes me just a little. until i remember that i have class till 3.30pm tmr.the price u have to pay for taking HMT.damn

speaking of which, the graduating batch just received their MT results ytd. the majority didnt do that well. and many are considering to retake the paper in october.kinda wasted if u ask me. .in any case, to those who are retaking, good luck to u!

today during HMT  lesson, our teacher was so mad cause of our attitude.i guess she had a reason to be mad. i felt kinda guilty too. im kinda starting to forget HMT. at this rate, i dont think i will get my A1, not even an A2 la. i worked hard for HMT in sec sch because i wanted to redeem myself. i screwed my PSLE HMT up. big time. i only got a merit. i expected a distinction. crap i was a disappointment.i felt so guilty after getting my results that i kinda avoided my hmt teacher coz she had high hopes for me.but then again, i couldnt hide from her. u wanna noe y? coz she just so happen to live next door. how convenient.thats y i wanna work so hard. wht for make an impression all the years u’re in school but leave with a disgusting result. i wanna show my teacher im worth her expectations.

good luck to me

lighter note…

the fasting month is here! we’re gonna start fasting this saturday onwards. i hope i have enough energy to last me through the days since i get so easily exhausted nowadays.i dunno its the increasing workload or just me.i shall drink glucose drink at dawn so that might help me quite a bit.

prelim 2 is drawing even nearer. how i wish i could stop time for a while and take a little break.

o’lvel oral. hmmmmm honestly, i dont know what to make out of it. i think i did fairly well i guess.oh well. more exams up ahead!

i shall go do english compre now.noodles people

btw, watch this. i got this song sooooooooooooo stuck in my head i made my jie like it too. if u wanna noe how seriously stuck i am to this song, ask my jie.

i watched this movie gazillion times and each time i watch, i cry a gazillion times

i’ve got sooooooooooo many photos to upload. i dun even noe where to start. my my.hmmm i think i shall upload it on facebook first. when i have the time, i shall slowly upload it here. since there were too many photos, i had to use 2 memory cards. i have one of the memory card but the other is with my sis.so up till now, i havent uploaded it yet. i sincerely apologise!

leader’s day

to me it was as significant as last year’s despite the smaller audience.it wasnt as emotional as last year though. hmm maybe emotional is not the best word to describe what we felt last yr. well it was a “bigger deal” last year.in any case, to sean, good luck! the day ended with photo taking session. good way to preserve the memories i must say.

national day

went out. didnt manage to watch the NDP on tv.was around the town area though.soooo crowded.

oh oh!!! we watched jerry and the neu faces at esplanade on friday. it wasss soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good. enjoyed it really

i shall sleep soon. soooooooooooooo tired.,