发力达 broccoli is yummy

MALICE

faryydah — Thu, 26 Aug 2010 16:10:46 +0000

at first, i couldnt understand how someone could hate another that much.i thought it was crazy and impossible. but now i see why. it isnt too hard. it sure does take a lot to harbour that amount of hate.its exhausting. but there’s no other way round it. cant feel anything else towards u. i dont think i even wanna change that. coz u simply dun deserve any respect, sympathy or any other humanly feelings.

i think its about time someone put a stop to this. ur words, ur actions. everything. u need to be stopped.i dunno if u ought to be proud or ashamed of urself. maybe proud, because just u alone could inflict this massive damage. i watched as u hurt these people, emotionally and physically.u’re disgusting.

WAH SO SIMPLE MEH??

you can just wish it was. cause its not

i just realised how much i hate u and how hateful u are when i had a slap of reality and stopped lying to myself.

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when silence is too loud and void feels so full

faryydah — Thu, 08 Jul 2010 16:15:38 +0000

hellow!! to those who constantly check my blog to wait for any new post, here i am!! surprised much? well there’s 2 primary reason y i felt like blogging.eventhough i dun feel like typing coz i just wanna lie on my bed and stone, i still feel like leaving some words here.

1) i watch and played bball today

2)i feel extremely sad

yeap i went to watch my juniors play nationals today. yeap we are in nationals!!! but its shortlived. we’re already out.man it sucks. i noe how it feels. not that i’ve ever felt what its like to be in nationals, but i hate the feeling u get when u noe your season is over.oh well, so much potential, u guys are unpolished gems. dont ever give up

i played bball today at greencourt. i went for a run first round the blocks. thank god i could complete 5 rounds if not i dont deserve to be called human anymore. more like pig. not much comment. just that i hate being unfit

ppl say that words are sharper than sword.. never thought it would hurt this much, but it does. when u say it in a harsh tone, my defences was up and i was angry at u for saying such things to me. but just now, u said it in such a soft tone it crushed me inside. i was caught off guard. i may never be able to forget ur words. but hopefully, i wont repeat that same phrase to u 10 yrs later when u need me. coz i pray u wont have to feel the same terrible way i do right now.

i constantly choose to believe that

no one can make me feel small without my consent

but surprisingly i feel so microscopically minute.

so when did i give u my consent?

a little bit of perspective

faryydah — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 14:49:57 +0000

we all need a little perspective sometimes. i’ve began to realise right and wrong is relative.what is wrong to u might not be wrong to me. vice-versa.there is no prescribed formula of doing things. there is no TYS to everything. but theres such thing as conscience. and i guess it has been the very factor that have been influencing our actions, words and decisions. im starting to not make sense, unfortunately.

obviously im vexed right now.they say theres a solution to every problem.i beg to differ.its like being chased by a wild bear and coming to the edge of the cliff. what are ur options? face the bear or jump and try ur luck. whichever way u go, theres always a chance to succeed but how much??if u jump, chances are u’ll be dead. if you’re unlucky, u might end up paralyzed for life. if u face the bear, u might be his dinner or u may manage to escape.

i guess it all boils down to my weakness.feed on it like a beast till u’ve suck every bit of flavour.i hope u enjoy the flavour and remember it. the sweet taste of sympathy ayye

im bacccck

faryydah — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 15:14:35 +0000

its been a while.ayye basically im going to NP this april. alot has changed.like i’ve switched to fedora linux from suse linux. if u dunno what it is, its my computer system. yeap not windows. mmmm the length of my hair is much shorter too. im fat, hmm ok maybe thats not so new.and the most saddening thing, the death of my beloved camera,sony DSC V3

basically my brother borrowed it for his st john’s island trip. and he accidentally dropped it in the sea. i dunno to wad degree that statement is true but im just gonna believe it. and then i ventured into another camera, another sony,sony F828 to be exact. man i love that camera. and then the worst happened. it got sick. so i sent both cameras to the sony service centre. they suck

they told me V3 couldnt be repaired because it was dropped into the sea. they didnt even bother checking it.if what my brother claimed isnt true, then im at a loss sia. the technician was like ” oh u dropped it into the sea right? oh then i think now corrode alrdy. cannot repair” =.-. shouldnt have told them what happened to it, then maybe they will open it up and really figure out wads wrong. and it will cost me $540 to repair F828.and he said “no point repairing. very expensive. might as well buy new one. u can try the alpha series” haiiiiiii….

so im currently in a love-hate relationship with my lumix pocket camera. the picture quality is great no doubt. but f828 and v3 is still the best. lumix is fun to use and the picture quality is awesome. but somehow it lacks the spice. ok maybe if i were to rank this 3 cameras i would say v3 would definitely come first then lumix and then f828.ok moving on, u’re probably not interested in all this camera thingy.

ayye im still a tutor.im currently teaching 4 kids. im having a time of my life with my favourite one. since her spelling is horrendous, i’ve came up with a system. before and after every session, they will be spelling. each word she gets wrong, X100 correction!! that certainly made her study harder for spelling. poor her, she alrdy owes me 400 words from today’s spelling. hehehe.

other than that, nothing else is interesting.ok maybe there are but i cant rmb. photos on facebook yaaa. i need a new skin. kakak help me do larrrrrrrrrr… pleasssssseeeeee…

tribute to these cameras for their awesome service till now!

DSC V3

F828

till then.

God, let it be good news..

faryydah — Sat, 09 Jan 2010 14:56:15 +0000

im scared.well obviously. i cant find anyone that isnt. i can barely do anything without thinking about it. if u’re still wondering what the heck im blabbering about on and on,.. well we’re getting our o level results on monday.yeap, this is it. until sunday, our highest qualification would only be PSLE. can u believe it. so monday is the huge day in everyone’s life. u could say a day that will make our journey ahead clearer.the results we’ll be getting will be like tiles that will lay our paths ahead. woaa too much pressure.honestly, im not preparing for the worst. i never had. simply because thats not what im hoping for.

on a lighter note, i just got back from my class chalet. 3D2N. its extremely cheap right now to rent a chalet and even go to wild wild wet coz its off-peak season.most of the people there were like us. waiting for our results. and some other random people. like mats and minas who were celebrating birthdays and stuff.

okay, last night i dreamt my L1R5 was 15. i woke up extremely terrified. and zelia just told me alot of ppl dreamt their L1R5 is 15 too. oh God, oh God…. im so restless right now. zelia is talking about pj and jj!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i dunnn wanna go there zelia!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahack ahack. im choking!!!!!!!!! okay i better go calm myself down. think positive people!!! u are what u think u are! pray hard! and good luck!

je ne sais quoi

faryydah — Mon, 14 Dec 2009 10:10:10 +0000

je ne sais quoi. go look it up in the dictionary if u dunno what it means.

my holiday has a certain je ne sais quoi that i enjoy. its not relaxing, its not very interesting. i’ve been reallllllly busy. im an EXTREMELY underpaid tutor + i work from 1am to about 5am everyday. so i sleep in the day, wake up, teach, work. it has pretty much been my routine. im pretty happy with the “morning” job. the tutoring, not so much. i have 3 kids. well i DONT HAVE 3 kids. but im teaching 3 kids. 2 of them are really bright. the other one is… a little more challenging to teach.

to cut my misery story short, lets just say, he’s almost 11 and still doesnt know how to do long division and has super shallow vocab. he doesnt even know what BREAK means. like as in, i broke the glass when i dropped it, that BREAK!! well if he was hardworking, i dun mind teaching him day in and day out. BUT!! he’s super lazy + very tantrumy. to add cherry to this already awesome sundae, he’s parents dun care a hoot abt his studies. goodness sake, where is ur pride. he’s in foundation class and u still get him xbox games!! tian arrr

okay facebook is being such an ass.

okay i got to go mentally prepare myself for the tuition later at 7. pray for me

coming soon: grad night photos, bball camp photos, ssc camp photos, bball outing photos, sentosa outing photos. stay tune

ohhhh if i could BANISH them all. insert “wouldnt it be nice” song here

faryydah — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 14:22:02 +0000

pissed. mega pissed. childish, annoying, irresponsible. why, dear god?

im so angry i could bite a horse and tear its flesh right out.kak!! come home quick quick. no mood no mood

ssc farewell tmr. overnight in sch. kinda excited just now. but before that, i’ll be having tuition in the morning.lets pray i’ll have enough time to get to sch.

no mood

lets sleep people

faux affliction

faryydah — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 11:38:55 +0000

IM BACK HOHOHO!!!

I noe i have random titles. anyway, o level is like FINALLY over. ya this news is wayyyyy outdated. i’ve beeen smothering myself in lazy oil and uniting with the bed exceptionally early ever since. so today is the day i feel like i should clear my mail and put some life back here. was looking for new themes for the blog but couldnt find any. WORDPRESS!! LOOK HERE!! U NEED INTERESTING THEMES!!!.

apparently im not as onss and hardworking and got-nothing-better-to-do as my lovely sis to design my own skin. i need new skin ppl!!! kak if u free help me do love u

lets not talk about o level lar hor. so boring

prom!! everyone’s shopping for prom like crazy. if u go to far east/ bugis right now, u can barely walk. i bet i will see alot of “uniform groups” that night. hehehe. for guys nvm lar. but for girls, if u see another girl wearing the same dress, i bet u will feel like u would rather go around naked right. i found a nice red and black dress. well i pray no one wears the same or anything almost the same as me.well the shop had only one piece , sooooo, i hope i dun get a twin sister that night

fat. i hate being fat. ok im not exactly fat but im not fit anymore. so if u’re not skinny or fit, u go to the other end of the spectrum, which is FAT. im gonna start doing exercise. hopefully the twice a day workout will last.

work. hmm… i dunno how to explain my status.gladys, zelia and i are working together currently. t-shirt printing thats what it is. since im at it, might as well promote my service right

T-SHIRT PRINTING AND CUSTOMISATION SERVICE

CALL ME

u want number ask lar hor.can do anything u want. ayyye bottles, towels, medals , trophies

hmm im also going to be a tutor. to a neighbour. pri 4 going to 5. he does need help. so thats all im probably gonna do till the results are out. i was thinking of getting like sales job. but i dun need that much money badly, so yea im sticking with being a tutor and t-shirt printing thingy. so love me people, order froom me. hahaha

i’ll post pictures the next time. im too lazy to sieve the pictures.toodles. ok let me do another advertisement

WATCH FRINGE TONIGHT ON CHANNEL 5

10PM-11PM!!

just watch. dont ask

noodles

duly served

faryydah — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 10:50:55 +0000

our first o level exam is in 7 days time. science practical. yeap just one week. my nervousness can only last for a few hours max. good bad? i duno time will tell. im working but im not sure the intensity in which im working is ideal given the amount of time i have left.well getting stressed and chiong-ing like mad is not the rule of exams right.

today is the 2nd last day of official school. kinda feel the void alrdy. cant believe its been 4 years.i definitely spend more time in school than at home. haii im so sad.

im falling ill though. bad timing. and im getting fatter.how? got no time to swim. i cant even skip now.

will my knee able to heal? ever?

i’ve got so much passion left.what do i do with it?

*发力达* broccoli is yummy