at first, i couldnt understand how someone could hate another that much.i thought it was crazy and impossible. but now i see why. it isnt too hard. it sure does take a lot to harbour that amount of hate.its exhausting. but there’s no other way round it. cant feel anything else towards u. i dont think i even wanna change that. coz u simply dun deserve any respect, sympathy or any other humanly feelings.

i think its about time someone put a stop to this. ur words, ur actions. everything. u need to be stopped.i dunno if u ought to be proud or ashamed of urself. maybe proud, because just u alone could inflict this massive damage. i watched as u hurt these people, emotionally and physically.u’re disgusting.

WAH SO SIMPLE MEH??

you can just wish it was. cause its not

i just realised how much i hate u and how hateful u are when i had a slap of reality and stopped lying to myself.

hellow!! to those who constantly check my blog to wait for any new post, here i am!! surprised much? well there’s 2 primary reason y i felt like blogging.eventhough i dun feel like typing coz i just wanna lie on my bed and stone, i still feel like leaving some words here.

1) i watch and played bball today

2)i feel extremely sad

yeap i went to watch my juniors play nationals today. yeap we are in nationals!!! but its shortlived. we’re already out.man it sucks. i noe how it feels. not that i’ve ever felt what its like to be in nationals, but i hate the feeling u get when u noe your season is over.oh well, so much potential, u guys are unpolished gems. dont ever give up

i played bball today at greencourt. i went for a run first round the blocks. thank god i could complete 5 rounds if not i dont deserve to be called human anymore. more like pig. not much comment. just that i hate being unfit

ppl say that words are sharper than sword.. never thought it would hurt this much, but it does. when u say it in a harsh tone, my defences was up and i was angry at u for saying such things to me. but just now, u said it in such a soft tone it crushed me inside. i was caught off guard. i may never be able to forget ur words. but hopefully, i wont repeat that same phrase to u 10 yrs later when u need me. coz i pray u wont have to feel the same terrible way i do right now.

i constantly choose to believe that

no one can make me feel small without my consent

but surprisingly i feel so microscopically minute.

so when did i give u my consent?

we all need a little perspective sometimes. i’ve began to realise right and wrong is relative.what is wrong to u might not be wrong to me. vice-versa.there is no prescribed formula of doing things. there is no TYS to everything. but theres such thing as conscience. and i guess it has been the very factor that have been influencing our actions, words and decisions. im starting to not make sense, unfortunately.

obviously im vexed right now.they say theres a solution to every problem.i beg to differ.its like being chased by a wild bear and coming to the edge of the cliff. what are ur options? face the bear or jump and try ur luck. whichever way u go, theres always a chance to succeed but how much??if u jump, chances are u’ll be dead. if you’re unlucky, u might end up paralyzed for life. if u face the bear, u might be his dinner or u may manage to escape.

i guess it all boils down to my weakness.feed on it like a beast till u’ve suck every bit of flavour.i hope u enjoy the flavour and remember it. the sweet taste of sympathy ayye

its been a while.ayye basically im going to NP this  april. alot has changed.like i’ve switched to fedora linux from suse linux. if u dunno what it is, its my computer system. yeap not windows. mmmm the length of my hair is much shorter too. im fat, hmm ok maybe thats not so new.and the most saddening thing, the death of my beloved camera,sony DSC V3

basically my brother borrowed it for his st john’s island trip. and he accidentally dropped it in the sea. i dunno to wad degree that statement is true but im just gonna believe it. and then i ventured into another camera, another sony,sony F828 to be exact. man i love that camera. and then the worst happened. it got sick. so i sent both cameras to the sony service centre. they suck

they told me V3 couldnt be repaired because it was dropped into the sea. they didnt even bother checking it.if what my brother claimed isnt true, then im at a loss sia. the technician was like ” oh u dropped it into the sea right? oh then i think now corrode alrdy. cannot repair” =.-. shouldnt have told them what happened to it, then maybe they will open it up and really figure out wads wrong. and it will cost me $540 to repair F828.and he said “no point repairing. very expensive. might as well buy new one. u can try the alpha series” haiiiiiii….

so im currently in a love-hate relationship with my lumix pocket camera. the picture quality is great no doubt. but f828 and v3 is still the best. lumix is fun to use and the picture quality is awesome. but somehow it lacks the spice. ok maybe if i were to rank this 3 cameras i would say v3 would definitely come first then lumix and then f828.ok moving on, u’re probably not interested in all this camera thingy.

ayye im still a tutor.im currently teaching 4 kids. im having a time of my life with my favourite one. since her spelling is horrendous, i’ve came up with a system. before and after every session, they will be spelling. each word she gets wrong, X100 correction!! that certainly made her study harder for spelling. poor her, she alrdy owes me 400 words from today’s spelling. hehehe.

other than that, nothing else is interesting.ok maybe there are but i cant rmb. photos on facebook yaaa. i need a new skin. kakak help me do larrrrrrrrrr… pleasssssseeeeee…

tribute to these cameras for their awesome service till now!

DSC V3

F828

till then.

im scared.well obviously. i cant find anyone that isnt. i can barely do anything without thinking about it. if u’re still wondering what the heck im blabbering about on and on,.. well we’re getting our o level results on monday.yeap, this is it. until sunday, our highest qualification would only be PSLE. can u believe it. so monday is the huge day in everyone’s life. u could say a day that will make our journey ahead clearer.the results we’ll be getting will be like tiles that will lay our paths ahead. woaa too much pressure.honestly, im not preparing for the worst. i never had. simply because thats not what im hoping for.

on a lighter note, i just got back from my class chalet. 3D2N. its extremely cheap right now to rent a chalet and even go to wild wild wet coz its off-peak season.most of the people there were like us. waiting for our results. and some other random people. like mats and minas who were celebrating birthdays and stuff.

okay, last night i dreamt my L1R5 was 15. i woke up extremely terrified. and zelia just told me alot of ppl dreamt their L1R5 is 15 too. oh God, oh God…. im so restless right now. zelia is talking about pj and jj!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i dunnn wanna go there zelia!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahack ahack. im choking!!!!!!!!! okay i better go calm myself down. think positive people!!! u are what u think u are! pray hard! and good luck!

je ne sais quoi. go look it up in the dictionary if u dunno what it means.

my holiday has a certain je ne sais quoi that i enjoy. its not relaxing, its not very interesting. i’ve been reallllllly busy. im an EXTREMELY underpaid tutor + i work from 1am to about 5am everyday. so i sleep in the day, wake up,  teach, work. it has pretty much been my routine. im pretty happy with the “morning” job. the tutoring, not so much. i have 3 kids. well i DONT HAVE 3 kids. but im teaching 3 kids. 2 of them are really bright. the other one is… a little more challenging to teach.

to cut my misery story short, lets just say, he’s almost 11 and still doesnt know how to do long division and has  super shallow vocab. he doesnt even know what BREAK means. like as in, i broke the glass when i dropped  it, that BREAK!! well if he was hardworking, i dun mind teaching him day in and day out. BUT!! he’s super lazy + very tantrumy. to add cherry to this already awesome sundae, he’s parents dun care a hoot abt his studies. goodness sake, where is ur pride. he’s in foundation class and u still get him xbox games!! tian arrr

okay facebook is being such an ass.

okay i got to go mentally prepare myself for the tuition later at 7. pray for me

coming soon: grad night photos, bball camp photos, ssc camp photos, bball outing photos, sentosa outing  photos. stay tune

pissed. mega pissed. childish, annoying, irresponsible. why, dear god?

im so angry i could bite a horse and tear its flesh right out.kak!! come home quick quick. no mood no mood

ssc farewell tmr. overnight in sch. kinda excited just now. but before that, i’ll be having tuition in the morning.lets pray i’ll have enough time to get to sch.

no mood

lets sleep people

IM BACK HOHOHO!!!

I noe i have random titles. anyway, o level is like FINALLY over. ya this news is wayyyyy outdated. i’ve beeen smothering myself in lazy oil and uniting with the bed exceptionally early ever since. so today is the day i feel like i should clear my mail and put some life back here. was looking for new themes for the blog but couldnt find any. WORDPRESS!! LOOK HERE!! U NEED INTERESTING THEMES!!!.

apparently im not as onss and hardworking and got-nothing-better-to-do as my lovely sis to design my own skin. i need new skin ppl!!! kak if u free help me do love u

lets not talk about o level lar hor. so boring

prom!! everyone’s shopping for prom like crazy. if u go to far east/ bugis right now, u can barely walk. i bet i will see alot of  “uniform groups” that night. hehehe. for guys nvm lar. but for girls, if u see another girl wearing the same dress, i bet u will feel like u would rather go around naked right.  i found a nice red and black dress. well i pray no one wears the same or anything almost the same as me.well the shop had only one piece , sooooo, i hope i dun get a twin sister that night

fat. i hate being fat. ok im not exactly fat but im not fit anymore. so if u’re not skinny or fit, u go to the other end of the spectrum, which is FAT.  im gonna start doing exercise. hopefully the twice a day workout will last.

work. hmm… i dunno how to explain my status.gladys, zelia and i are working together currently. t-shirt printing thats what it is. since im at it, might as well promote my service right

T-SHIRT PRINTING AND CUSTOMISATION SERVICE

CALL ME

u want number ask lar hor.can do anything u want. ayyye bottles, towels, medals , trophies

hmm im also going to be a tutor. to a neighbour. pri 4 going to 5. he does need help. so thats all im probably gonna do till the results are out. i was thinking of getting like sales job. but i dun need that much money badly, so yea im sticking with being a tutor and t-shirt printing thingy. so love me people, order froom me. hahaha

i’ll post pictures the next time. im too lazy to sieve the pictures.toodles. ok let me do another advertisement

WATCH FRINGE TONIGHT ON CHANNEL 5

10PM-11PM!!

just watch. dont ask

noodles

our first o level exam is in 7 days time. science practical. yeap just one week. my nervousness can only last for a few hours max. good bad? i duno time will tell. im working but im not sure the intensity in which im working is ideal given the amount of time i have left.well getting stressed and chiong-ing like mad is not the rule of exams right.

today is the 2nd last day of official school. kinda feel the void alrdy. cant believe its been 4 years.i definitely spend more time in school than at home. haii im so sad.

im falling ill though. bad timing. and im getting fatter.how? got no time to swim. i cant even skip now.

will my knee able to heal? ever?

i’ve got so much passion left.what do i do with it?

48 days.

im almost freaking out.its scary.  we get so comfortable in sec sch life now we have to chiong all the way and after 60++ days later, we are no longer kranjians. im so scared that i finished studying 4 chapters of history in 2 days. thoroughly.i guess there’s an advantage here.enough about o levels

its the 7th month. im partially irritated. no offence buddhist people, but seriously u’re causing much pollution and my asthma attacks nowadays! is there any other way to transport those gifts and money to ur ancestors? ++ those incense sticks around grass patches really have to be minimised. i just kicked a few just now. i hope i didnt offend anything. i just think u people should be a little more considerate. leaving those things lying around practically everywhere and anywhere possible, even right smack in the middle of a walkway. if we happen to offend anything, we are the ones who  have to pay the price,not u. so why not put those offerings  some place more prominent and not blocking any walkway or paths. thank you.would really appreciate it.

holiday classes have been very productive and useful.i hope i dont get burnt out too soon.

next week is prelim 2!!!!!  im partially scared and partially confident.

fasting month. normal. not hungry not thirsty.just tired.dont really get enough energy food.

have been going out to break fast quite alot. once, i went out with a few friends to break fast at lucky plaza. it was a weird combination of people who went. but we had loads of fun definitely.firstly and most importantly, maybe because they are intelligent ppl.it was really really fun. we know each other quite well, we just never go out together before. but it was nice. lets go out again some time!!! anyway, enjoy the photos

AT HMV:

hanis went straight to this section

and i wonder why  i wasnt surprise

the busy woman

*points to photo on wall* i know herrrrrr!!!!!!!

she feels fat!???!!

when the drinks came, he asked ” can i drink the bubbles, pleasseeee?”

“NO!”

” its just the bubbles, please?

he fast for a few hours and was already half dead waiting for the food. oh the drama

SUPERMODEL POSE SEGMENT:

everyone had to do a supermodel pose just for fun lar




no,he’s not gay. but look at that man behind
hanis pose like some korean band thingy
mine failed so many times coz nadia say not fierce enough. so here it goes.

FOOOOOOOOOOOODD:

AFTER FOOD:
the very satisfied and full man(KH) and the man who couldnt stand the spiciness(irwin)
F: do u have to do that face when u take pic with me?

KH: sorry ar, i beside u only my face automatically like that

my heart is beating at a crazy speed. pray for me. i hope tmr will be fine.  im pretty scared.

God, please be there with me….

i know u will.

i need strength

HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY!!!

Today is teacher’s day! i hope all teachers take a break today and maybe stop thinking about what work u’re gonna give us tmr for the time being ok. just relax. today is UR day.

yesterday was teacher’s day celebration.started  off the day with interclass games.i was in captain’s ball.so we combined with 4b and played against 4C+4D, 4E+4F and 4I+4J.won, draw and draw respectively.got 2nd place =.-.mehh not happy. in case u’re wondering, my knee survived.

BUTTTT, my butt was itchy and we played basketball after that. THATS! when, the knee started swelling.i should have known.the joint felt funny and it hurts when i walk. ah ne got me ice from the staff room and mr kat and miss wong came too. by then, there was already a small crowd gathering.i dunno y, but whenever im in trouble, injured or sad, theres always this few people (miss wong, mr kat, weihong and kheng hian).guess they are my angels of some sort.anyway,felt guilty seeing them so worried.

went up to the hall with weihong’s help. the performance was good surprisingly. good job!

halfway during the performance, i got up coz of some reasons and went to find the rest( mainly weihong, kheng hian and irwin). they were sitting on the floor behind me. poor them. had to stand the entire time coz they couldnt see from where they were seated. weihong and kheng hian asked me where i was going. i told them i was going to throw the plastic bag of melted ice away. they told me they were gonna get more ice.

while sitting at the staircase, this prefect came and asked me to stay there. she came back a few moments later with a bag of ice. i was kinda surprised. i thought the staff room’s ice no more? she told me miss wong took it from f&n room. i dunno which miss wong but thx!!!!!!

kheng hian and weihong came back like 10 mins later with 2 bags of ice.ok i seriously felt bad. i got to know they ran to limbang to buy ice.i felt crappy.

here’s to everyone that i really wanna thank and i really love.THANK YOU!!!

i know im a load of trouble always

this is kheng hian

this is weihong

this is miss wong!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

After the performance, went t canteen. ssc bought cakefor pe teachers. sing sing take pics. and then off to bathe. took a short bath, changed, tied hair neat neat and off to the foyer. ahahah still limping. unglam seh. put on my tie and relieved to see lay yong. i thought i was late or something. mr kong lent me his tie pin and we were off to the spin room. and then the photoshoot began.

was very fun. but the almost unfun part was taking photos on the field at 12pm. ++we had to look up at the sky.very funny though. everyone sweating then miss wong have to touch up our faces. nice experience.

pity ms nat though.she told us she planned to go ION Orchard that day and totally forgot abt the photoshoot.so she was sticking mahjong paper together while complaining. they had to go teacher’ day celebration after that at bird park. so she say no more chance to go there.poor ms nat.

photoshoot ended at 3pm.

and im going shopping!!!!yeayyyyyyyy

permanently etched

sounds like something good. its not good.because the image that is permanently etched in my memory is the image of the dead cat lying on the road,motionless.it has been a week since it happened but it still feels real. few nights before that incident, i saw that very toddler cat playing by the roadside.the next time i see him, he’s dead. i wouldnt blame qianting’s dad for running over it.maybe the cat suddenly ran out of nowhere into his path.but his lack of compassion is stinky.u could have at least carried the cat to the side of the road. (if u’re reading this chow, no offence)

been getting recurring nightmares. of dead cats. just last night, i dreamt of adopting little kitten the size of 3 of my fingers each. and i realised they slept for so long. when i touched them, they were dead and felt very hard. i wanted to scream and cry but got no voice. then i ran all over the house but the dead cats were still clinging on to my fingers.i may not want to adopt a cat now afterall.

enough of being traumatised

the seat was only meant for 5 person.

sec 4 exco with mr hao

outgoing and incoming exco

this is the most classic photo.let us try to guess what this ppl in the yellow circles are thinking\

stanley(top right): im the man!!!!!

faridah: will u stop it? / ayye got people at basketball court!

choon yong(perv) : omg wanfen is so sexy today

qamaruz: choonyong!u see wanfen no need to push me right! im falling im falling!!

kheng hian: ahhhh qamaruz!!! get off me!! joyce is looking lar!!!!!!!!

weihong: hehehehehehe

subhaan: (point point) look people!!!

gladys: hmm maybe ur hair should be this colour.. / dont be stupid la.knock ur head

najiha: ahahahahhahahah

esther: hurrrr?

jocelyn: the camera loves meeee

this photos sums up the leader’s day

i’ve finally completed doing my venice(ss) notes WHICH i, dreaded and delayed doing.so this is an almost major thing .

something happened on thursday that felt serious. i dont get what the hell happened or why everyone acted differently after that. i just wonder why someone would want to criticise someone so much. the worst breed of humankind. i just hope she repent for her own sake. even the sight of her now makes me sick. she’s now in the center of the problem because she caused all the hard feelings among us. eeeeek what human is she

extracted from new paper.

hmm i dun think its possible to enlarge it further. in any case, the article goes like this:

The chairman of the National Day Parade executive committee, Brigadier-General Tan Chuan Jin,40, said: “we did think of 8.44pm, but it was a bit too late in the NDP show. We also thought of 8.09pm in honour of 9 Aug, but that would have been too early on in the show.”

“As the parade started shaping up, it looked as if it would take place around 8.20pm. We thought why not 8.22pm? It has a nice ring to it.”

He added: ” The comedian Irene Ang also mentioned that 8.22pm is symbolic.

” Eight divided by two is four. And it is Singapore’s 44th birthday”

seriously? my god.

“hey! why did u celebrate ur birthday at 9pm?”

“oh! coz 9 + 7 =16.and its my 16th birthday!!!”

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front part of today was fine. the later part of today was horrible.extra information will not be revealed to protect, characters, objects and persons involved.

btw, we staged 2 protests in class today. eventhough it was unsuccessful.i will get the pics from carina and irwin and post it here soon.basically we protest against ss test and bio test.obviously we were not prepared. but the mrs ram and mdm normala didnt take it seriously. so we still had to do the tests. man. teachers should start taking us seriously goodness.

i want a cat. a kitten to be precise.

enough of randomness.i shall go do work.

afterall, i guess my sister is right.i hope i have enough courage and patience for it though

i wish i still had my cats with me. suddenly i miss them so much today. i’ve never felt this way before. i guess i will be asking my dad if i could keep another cat again. pray for me that he agrees

i want my life to be filled once again.

my gosh. i feel so absolutely drained. so tired. just woke up from my nap an hour ago but still so stoney. mega stoner.the thought that tomorrow is friday refreshes me just a little. until i remember that i have class till 3.30pm tmr.the price u have to pay for taking HMT.damn

speaking of which, the graduating batch just received their MT results ytd. the majority didnt do that well. and many are considering to retake the paper in october.kinda wasted if u ask me. .in any case, to those who are retaking, good luck to u!

today during HMT  lesson, our teacher was so mad cause of our attitude.i guess she had a reason to be mad. i felt kinda guilty too. im kinda starting to forget HMT. at this rate, i dont think i will get my A1, not even an A2 la. i worked hard for HMT in sec sch because i wanted to redeem myself. i screwed my PSLE HMT up. big time. i only got a merit. i expected a distinction. crap i was a disappointment.i felt so guilty after getting my results that i kinda avoided my hmt teacher coz she had high hopes for me.but then again, i couldnt hide from her. u wanna noe y? coz she just so happen to live next door. how convenient.thats y i wanna work so hard. wht for make an impression all the years u’re in school but leave with a disgusting result. i wanna show my teacher im worth her expectations.

good luck to me

lighter note…

the fasting month is here! we’re gonna start fasting this saturday onwards. i hope i have enough energy to last me through the days since i get so easily exhausted nowadays.i dunno its the increasing workload or just me.i shall drink glucose drink at dawn so that might help me quite a bit.

prelim 2 is drawing even nearer. how i wish i could stop time for a while and take a little break.

o’lvel oral. hmmmmm honestly, i dont know what to make out of it. i think i did fairly well i guess.oh well. more exams up ahead!

i shall go do english compre now.noodles people

btw, watch this. i got this song sooooooooooooo stuck in my head i made my jie like it too. if u wanna noe how seriously stuck i am to this song, ask my jie.

i watched this movie gazillion times and each time i watch, i cry a gazillion times

i’ve got sooooooooooo many photos to upload. i dun even noe where to start. my my.hmmm i think i shall upload it on facebook first. when i have the time, i shall slowly upload it here. since there were too many photos, i had to use 2 memory cards. i have one of the memory card but the other is with my sis.so up till now, i havent uploaded it yet. i sincerely apologise!

leader’s day

to me it was as significant as last year’s despite the smaller audience.it wasnt as emotional as last year though. hmm maybe emotional is not the best word to describe what we felt last yr. well it was a “bigger deal” last year.in any case, to sean, good luck! the day ended with photo taking session. good way to preserve the memories i must say.

national day

went out. didnt manage to watch the NDP on tv.was around the town area though.soooo crowded.

oh oh!!! we watched jerry and the neu faces at esplanade on friday. it wasss soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good. enjoyed it really

i shall sleep soon. soooooooooooooo tired.,

yea new stuff.new theme and new title. i love broccoli. they’re so yummy i could eat them all day. well i did the other day, but my tongue became numb after that. i later discovered that u need LOOOOTS of pesticide to grow broccoli. so i have been basically eating pesticide the whole day. coz i didnt cook it first. its awesome when its raw.anyway

something pretty tragic happen. so i feel theres a need to look at it positively and so the new stuff.pretty hard.but i’ll get through this.

anyway.been busy out with my sister.last friday, went to far east to shop?basically wad we did was, shop lar.i think she went a bit mad.wanted to buy everything.had pastamania for dinner. man the beef balls were awesome.the sisssy had pizza. good dinner. took photos of coz. and bus home. we only managed to get a seat when its alrdy at like what? bukit panjang?took more photos. she so unglam.

and then the next day, she went back to the kampong to visit the relatives. since my passport is currently dead, i didnt go with her. made lunch for myself.it was a hearty meal.nice, filling, awesome. with asparagus and modified “grilled” chicken. it was so good.man i have to make it again. anyone want?

oh yea, we’ll be starting our night study next week onwards. like maybe today. since its like 12 am alrdy. so yea.

things out of the ordinary that will be happening this week:

-night study

-leader’s day

i want go sleep. enjoy photos

AWESOME STUFF I EAT:

kakak says this is her “sexy” pose

fat seh

i would love to  be the promoter for dustbins

she say our face similar. the only diff is tht, mine is a stretched version of hers.

we did not shower together

oh no. my B1 in the background with the wooden head sculpture kakak did

went swimming with jie.we decided that its the best alternative to still stay fit.she needs to lose weight while i want to stay fit,expand my chest cavity(to treat asthma) and maybe lose weight too.running and even playing leisure ball is becoming increasingly difficult. i love to run.at least “used” to.i havent been able to since the knee started malfunctioning. its really very discouraging.u want to do something so bad but u noe theres something pulling you down.even when i push myself to run, the pain just gets so unbearable i cant walk for a couple of mins.i seriously have no idea wads wrong with it. planning to go for MRI after o’level when i got the time.

when i was still able to run, i love to feel my lungs so filled with air , i love to breathe in so very deeply, i love to feel the emptiness in my chest that made me think i could go on running for hours with no end, i love to feel the breeze when i choose to sprint, i love the light feeling after every run, i love the floating feeling i get when i sprint so hard, i love the breathlessness after every sprint, i love the muscle ache i get after running so hard. i no longer get all this satisfaction.the only thing i feel now when i run is, pain pain and more pain. why dear god?

bloob blooob blooob

so disappointed tht we didnt manage to get tickets to see kobe bryant yesterday.read news of it in today’s straits time. he’s such an inspiration. he used to be lousy once. but then he worked his ass off to get to where he is today. sheer hard work. btw, havent i alrdy mentioned that im upset abt this in the previous post? hmm.

it was racial harmony day 2 days ago.we were allowed to wear our ethnic coustumes or wear another race’s.i was surprised with the lack of enthusiasm of the students. even the graduating batch. the most reasonable reason i figured out was tht they were afraid it would be too warm as  the school wasnt allowed to have social gathering or something like tht. so no performance in hall. whole day classes as usual. how sad. well i was abit more onsssss and wore a red cheongsam. it wasnt very warm. pretty comfy except the slit at the sides.other than the ethnic costumes some of us wore, they were no other sign that it was racial harmony day. sad

hmm this website’s starting to look foreign to me.bad bad.

my sister’s back! explains y i havent been updating lately. firstly. she hog the table so i cant use the com. secondly, i spend more time doing other stuff with her. been fun. but i think she’s leaving pretty soon.

some highlights on recent(or nt so recent) events:

MR YEO’S FAREWELL

was fine.pretty much went as planned.so sad to see the old man leave.i must say he impacted me the most in my secondary school life.cant believe he wont be watching us graduate. haiii….good luck on ur future endeavours though.

LUNCH AND BALL WITH COACH AND ZELIA

fun fun fun. zelia and i have a newfound nick given by coach; suckling pigs. self-explanatory. the suckling pigs had salmon and katsu bento set for lunch.while the coach had ya kun kaya toast set.

played ball, after a while, we were sooo tired. we used to have “flying sensation” lay-ups. now,…..oh my.had to leave early to go out with jie

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life has been pretty much the same.getting fat.emmm not getting taller. whats new right.

but some things just get harder.i dont know y.it gets very trying at times all u can do is ignore. i agree tht its not the best and smartest way round things. but thts my resolve.constantly question myself y does some ppl have to do such things.y some ppl would resort to such thing. y some ppl just HAVE to lie. y some ppl cant just choose another way out.in the end, the answers i get are probably answers tht can only cushion the pain but not the truth or the reality at all.sucky

emo ar

im pwetty sad i cant get a chance to see kobe bryant next week. as expected, tickets wiped out like sweat on ur forehead.oh well. yea yea u get to go coach. im jealous.

cant believe im graduating soon :O

the fact nvr did change; is it my weakness or isit my strength.