duly served

our first o level exam is in 7 days time. science practical. yeap just one week. my nervousness can only last for a few hours max. good bad? i duno time will tell. im working but im not sure the intensity in which im working is ideal given the amount of time i have left.well getting stressed and chiong-ing like mad is not the rule of exams right.

today is the 2nd last day of official school. kinda feel the void alrdy. cant believe its been 4 years.i definitely spend more time in school than at home. haii im so sad.

im falling ill though. bad timing. and im getting fatter.how? got no time to swim. i cant even skip now.

will my knee able to heal? ever?

i’ve got so much passion left.what do i do with it?

48 days.

im almost freaking out.its scary.  we get so comfortable in sec sch life now we have to chiong all the way and after 60++ days later, we are no longer kranjians. im so scared that i finished studying 4 chapters of history in 2 days. thoroughly.i guess there’s an advantage here.enough about o levels

its the 7th month. im partially irritated. no offence buddhist people, but seriously u’re causing much pollution and my asthma attacks nowadays! is there any other way to transport those gifts and money to ur ancestors? ++ those incense sticks around grass patches really have to be minimised. i just kicked a few just now. i hope i didnt offend anything. i just think u people should be a little more considerate. leaving those things lying around practically everywhere and anywhere possible, even right smack in the middle of a walkway. if we happen to offend anything, we are the ones who  have to pay the price,not u. so why not put those offerings  some place more prominent and not blocking any walkway or paths. thank you.would really appreciate it.

holiday classes have been very productive and useful.i hope i dont get burnt out too soon.

next week is prelim 2!!!!!  im partially scared and partially confident.

fasting month. normal. not hungry not thirsty.just tired.dont really get enough energy food.

have been going out to break fast quite alot. once, i went out with a few friends to break fast at lucky plaza. it was a weird combination of people who went. but we had loads of fun definitely.firstly and most importantly, maybe because they are intelligent ppl.it was really really fun. we know each other quite well, we just never go out together before. but it was nice. lets go out again some time!!! anyway, enjoy the photos

AT HMV:

hanis went straight to this section

and i wonder why  i wasnt surprise

the busy woman

*points to photo on wall* i know herrrrrr!!!!!!!

she feels fat!???!!

when the drinks came, he asked ” can i drink the bubbles, pleasseeee?”

“NO!”

” its just the bubbles, please?

he fast for a few hours and was already half dead waiting for the food. oh the drama

SUPERMODEL POSE SEGMENT:

everyone had to do a supermodel pose just for fun lar




no,he’s not gay. but look at that man behind
hanis pose like some korean band thingy
mine failed so many times coz nadia say not fierce enough. so here it goes.

FOOOOOOOOOOOODD:

AFTER FOOD:
the very satisfied and full man(KH) and the man who couldnt stand the spiciness(irwin)
F: do u have to do that face when u take pic with me?

KH: sorry ar, i beside u only my face automatically like that

my heart is beating at a crazy speed. pray for me. i hope tmr will be fine.  im pretty scared.

God, please be there with me….

i know u will.

i need strength

HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY!!!

Today is teacher’s day! i hope all teachers take a break today and maybe stop thinking about what work u’re gonna give us tmr for the time being ok. just relax. today is UR day.

yesterday was teacher’s day celebration.started  off the day with interclass games.i was in captain’s ball.so we combined with 4b and played against 4C+4D, 4E+4F and 4I+4J.won, draw and draw respectively.got 2nd place =.-.mehh not happy. in case u’re wondering, my knee survived.

BUTTTT, my butt was itchy and we played basketball after that. THATS! when, the knee started swelling.i should have known.the joint felt funny and it hurts when i walk. ah ne got me ice from the staff room and mr kat and miss wong came too. by then, there was already a small crowd gathering.i dunno y, but whenever im in trouble, injured or sad, theres always this few people (miss wong, mr kat, weihong and kheng hian).guess they are my angels of some sort.anyway,felt guilty seeing them so worried.

went up to the hall with weihong’s help. the performance was good surprisingly. good job!

halfway during the performance, i got up coz of some reasons and went to find the rest( mainly weihong, kheng hian and irwin). they were sitting on the floor behind me. poor them. had to stand the entire time coz they couldnt see from where they were seated. weihong and kheng hian asked me where i was going. i told them i was going to throw the plastic bag of melted ice away. they told me they were gonna get more ice.

while sitting at the staircase, this prefect came and asked me to stay there. she came back a few moments later with a bag of ice. i was kinda surprised. i thought the staff room’s ice no more? she told me miss wong took it from f&n room. i dunno which miss wong but thx!!!!!!

kheng hian and weihong came back like 10 mins later with 2 bags of ice.ok i seriously felt bad. i got to know they ran to limbang to buy ice.i felt crappy.

here’s to everyone that i really wanna thank and i really love.THANK YOU!!!

i know im a load of trouble always

this is kheng hian

this is weihong

this is miss wong!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

After the performance, went t canteen. ssc bought cakefor pe teachers. sing sing take pics. and then off to bathe. took a short bath, changed, tied hair neat neat and off to the foyer. ahahah still limping. unglam seh. put on my tie and relieved to see lay yong. i thought i was late or something. mr kong lent me his tie pin and we were off to the spin room. and then the photoshoot began.

was very fun. but the almost unfun part was taking photos on the field at 12pm. ++we had to look up at the sky.very funny though. everyone sweating then miss wong have to touch up our faces. nice experience.

pity ms nat though.she told us she planned to go ION Orchard that day and totally forgot abt the photoshoot.so she was sticking mahjong paper together while complaining. they had to go teacher’ day celebration after that at bird park. so she say no more chance to go there.poor ms nat.

photoshoot ended at 3pm.

and im going shopping!!!!yeayyyyyyyy

permanently etched

permanently etched

sounds like something good. its not good.because the image that is permanently etched in my memory is the image of the dead cat lying on the road,motionless.it has been a week since it happened but it still feels real. few nights before that incident, i saw that very toddler cat playing by the roadside.the next time i see him, he’s dead. i wouldnt blame qianting’s dad for running over it.maybe the cat suddenly ran out of nowhere into his path.but his lack of compassion is stinky.u could have at least carried the cat to the side of the road. (if u’re reading this chow, no offence)

been getting recurring nightmares. of dead cats. just last night, i dreamt of adopting little kitten the size of 3 of my fingers each. and i realised they slept for so long. when i touched them, they were dead and felt very hard. i wanted to scream and cry but got no voice. then i ran all over the house but the dead cats were still clinging on to my fingers.i may not want to adopt a cat now afterall.

enough of being traumatised

the seat was only meant for 5 person.

sec 4 exco with mr hao

outgoing and incoming exco

this is the most classic photo.let us try to guess what this ppl in the yellow circles are thinking\

stanley(top right): im the man!!!!!

faridah: will u stop it? / ayye got people at basketball court!

choon yong(perv) : omg wanfen is so sexy today

qamaruz: choonyong!u see wanfen no need to push me right! im falling im falling!!

kheng hian: ahhhh qamaruz!!! get off me!! joyce is looking lar!!!!!!!!

weihong: hehehehehehe

subhaan: (point point) look people!!!

gladys: hmm maybe ur hair should be this colour.. / dont be stupid la.knock ur head

najiha: ahahahahhahahah

esther: hurrrr?

jocelyn: the camera loves meeee

this photos sums up the leader’s day

i’ve finally completed doing my venice(ss) notes WHICH i, dreaded and delayed doing.so this is an almost major thing .

something happened on thursday that felt serious. i dont get what the hell happened or why everyone acted differently after that. i just wonder why someone would want to criticise someone so much. the worst breed of humankind. i just hope she repent for her own sake. even the sight of her now makes me sick. she’s now in the center of the problem because she caused all the hard feelings among us. eeeeek what human is she

constructive criticism

extracted from new paper.

hmm i dun think its possible to enlarge it further. in any case, the article goes like this:

The chairman of the National Day Parade executive committee, Brigadier-General Tan Chuan Jin,40, said: “we did think of 8.44pm, but it was a bit too late in the NDP show. We also thought of 8.09pm in honour of 9 Aug, but that would have been too early on in the show.”

“As the parade started shaping up, it looked as if it would take place around 8.20pm. We thought why not 8.22pm? It has a nice ring to it.”

He added: ” The comedian Irene Ang also mentioned that 8.22pm is symbolic.

” Eight divided by two is four. And it is Singapore’s 44th birthday”

seriously? my god.

“hey! why did u celebrate ur birthday at 9pm?”

“oh! coz 9 + 7 =16.and its my 16th birthday!!!”

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front part of today was fine. the later part of today was horrible.extra information will not be revealed to protect, characters, objects and persons involved.

btw, we staged 2 protests in class today. eventhough it was unsuccessful.i will get the pics from carina and irwin and post it here soon.basically we protest against ss test and bio test.obviously we were not prepared. but the mrs ram and mdm normala didnt take it seriously. so we still had to do the tests. man. teachers should start taking us seriously goodness.

i want a cat. a kitten to be precise.

enough of randomness.i shall go do work.

afterall, i guess my sister is right.i hope i have enough courage and patience for it though

loss

i wish i still had my cats with me. suddenly i miss them so much today. i’ve never felt this way before. i guess i will be asking my dad if i could keep another cat again. pray for me that he agrees

i want my life to be filled once again.

drained

my gosh. i feel so absolutely drained. so tired. just woke up from my nap an hour ago but still so stoney. mega stoner.the thought that tomorrow is friday refreshes me just a little. until i remember that i have class till 3.30pm tmr.the price u have to pay for taking HMT.damn

speaking of which, the graduating batch just received their MT results ytd. the majority didnt do that well. and many are considering to retake the paper in october.kinda wasted if u ask me. .in any case, to those who are retaking, good luck to u!

today during HMT  lesson, our teacher was so mad cause of our attitude.i guess she had a reason to be mad. i felt kinda guilty too. im kinda starting to forget HMT. at this rate, i dont think i will get my A1, not even an A2 la. i worked hard for HMT in sec sch because i wanted to redeem myself. i screwed my PSLE HMT up. big time. i only got a merit. i expected a distinction. crap i was a disappointment.i felt so guilty after getting my results that i kinda avoided my hmt teacher coz she had high hopes for me.but then again, i couldnt hide from her. u wanna noe y? coz she just so happen to live next door. how convenient.thats y i wanna work so hard. wht for make an impression all the years u’re in school but leave with a disgusting result. i wanna show my teacher im worth her expectations.

good luck to me

lighter note…

the fasting month is here! we’re gonna start fasting this saturday onwards. i hope i have enough energy to last me through the days since i get so easily exhausted nowadays.i dunno its the increasing workload or just me.i shall drink glucose drink at dawn so that might help me quite a bit.

prelim 2 is drawing even nearer. how i wish i could stop time for a while and take a little break.

o’lvel oral. hmmmmm honestly, i dont know what to make out of it. i think i did fairly well i guess.oh well. more exams up ahead!

i shall go do english compre now.noodles people

btw, watch this. i got this song sooooooooooooo stuck in my head i made my jie like it too. if u wanna noe how seriously stuck i am to this song, ask my jie.

i watched this movie gazillion times and each time i watch, i cry a gazillion times

i’ve got sooooooooooo many photos to upload. i dun even noe where to start. my my.hmmm i think i shall upload it on facebook first. when i have the time, i shall slowly upload it here. since there were too many photos, i had to use 2 memory cards. i have one of the memory card but the other is with my sis.so up till now, i havent uploaded it yet. i sincerely apologise!

leader’s day

to me it was as significant as last year’s despite the smaller audience.it wasnt as emotional as last year though. hmm maybe emotional is not the best word to describe what we felt last yr. well it was a “bigger deal” last year.in any case, to sean, good luck! the day ended with photo taking session. good way to preserve the memories i must say.

national day

went out. didnt manage to watch the NDP on tv.was around the town area though.soooo crowded.

oh oh!!! we watched jerry and the neu faces at esplanade on friday. it wasss soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good. enjoyed it really

i shall sleep soon. soooooooooooooo tired.,

rebirth

yea new stuff.new theme and new title. i love broccoli. they’re so yummy i could eat them all day. well i did the other day, but my tongue became numb after that. i later discovered that u need LOOOOTS of pesticide to grow broccoli. so i have been basically eating pesticide the whole day. coz i didnt cook it first. its awesome when its raw.anyway

something pretty tragic happen. so i feel theres a need to look at it positively and so the new stuff.pretty hard.but i’ll get through this.

anyway.been busy out with my sister.last friday, went to far east to shop?basically wad we did was, shop lar.i think she went a bit mad.wanted to buy everything.had pastamania for dinner. man the beef balls were awesome.the sisssy had pizza. good dinner. took photos of coz. and bus home. we only managed to get a seat when its alrdy at like what? bukit panjang?took more photos. she so unglam.

and then the next day, she went back to the kampong to visit the relatives. since my passport is currently dead, i didnt go with her. made lunch for myself.it was a hearty meal.nice, filling, awesome. with asparagus and modified “grilled” chicken. it was so good.man i have to make it again. anyone want?

oh yea, we’ll be starting our night study next week onwards. like maybe today. since its like 12 am alrdy. so yea.

things out of the ordinary that will be happening this week:

-night study

-leader’s day

i want go sleep. enjoy photos

AWESOME STUFF I EAT:

kakak says this is her “sexy” pose

fat seh

i would love to  be the promoter for dustbins

she say our face similar. the only diff is tht, mine is a stretched version of hers.

we did not shower together

oh no. my B1 in the background with the wooden head sculpture kakak did

went swimming with jie.we decided that its the best alternative to still stay fit.she needs to lose weight while i want to stay fit,expand my chest cavity(to treat asthma) and maybe lose weight too.running and even playing leisure ball is becoming increasingly difficult. i love to run.at least “used” to.i havent been able to since the knee started malfunctioning. its really very discouraging.u want to do something so bad but u noe theres something pulling you down.even when i push myself to run, the pain just gets so unbearable i cant walk for a couple of mins.i seriously have no idea wads wrong with it. planning to go for MRI after o’level when i got the time.

when i was still able to run, i love to feel my lungs so filled with air , i love to breathe in so very deeply, i love to feel the emptiness in my chest that made me think i could go on running for hours with no end, i love to feel the breeze when i choose to sprint, i love the light feeling after every run, i love the floating feeling i get when i sprint so hard, i love the breathlessness after every sprint, i love the muscle ache i get after running so hard. i no longer get all this satisfaction.the only thing i feel now when i run is, pain pain and more pain. why dear god?

bloob blooob blooob

so disappointed tht we didnt manage to get tickets to see kobe bryant yesterday.read news of it in today’s straits time. he’s such an inspiration. he used to be lousy once. but then he worked his ass off to get to where he is today. sheer hard work. btw, havent i alrdy mentioned that im upset abt this in the previous post? hmm.

it was racial harmony day 2 days ago.we were allowed to wear our ethnic coustumes or wear another race’s.i was surprised with the lack of enthusiasm of the students. even the graduating batch. the most reasonable reason i figured out was tht they were afraid it would be too warm as  the school wasnt allowed to have social gathering or something like tht. so no performance in hall. whole day classes as usual. how sad. well i was abit more onsssss and wore a red cheongsam. it wasnt very warm. pretty comfy except the slit at the sides.other than the ethnic costumes some of us wore, they were no other sign that it was racial harmony day. sad

about everything

hmm this website’s starting to look foreign to me.bad bad.

my sister’s back! explains y i havent been updating lately. firstly. she hog the table so i cant use the com. secondly, i spend more time doing other stuff with her. been fun. but i think she’s leaving pretty soon.

some highlights on recent(or nt so recent) events:

MR YEO’S FAREWELL

was fine.pretty much went as planned.so sad to see the old man leave.i must say he impacted me the most in my secondary school life.cant believe he wont be watching us graduate. haiii….good luck on ur future endeavours though.

LUNCH AND BALL WITH COACH AND ZELIA

fun fun fun. zelia and i have a newfound nick given by coach; suckling pigs. self-explanatory. the suckling pigs had salmon and katsu bento set for lunch.while the coach had ya kun kaya toast set.

played ball, after a while, we were sooo tired. we used to have “flying sensation” lay-ups. now,…..oh my.had to leave early to go out with jie

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life has been pretty much the same.getting fat.emmm not getting taller. whats new right.

but some things just get harder.i dont know y.it gets very trying at times all u can do is ignore. i agree tht its not the best and smartest way round things. but thts my resolve.constantly question myself y does some ppl have to do such things.y some ppl would resort to such thing. y some ppl just HAVE to lie. y some ppl cant just choose another way out.in the end, the answers i get are probably answers tht can only cushion the pain but not the truth or the reality at all.sucky

emo ar

im pwetty sad i cant get a chance to see kobe bryant next week. as expected, tickets wiped out like sweat on ur forehead.oh well. yea yea u get to go coach. im jealous.

cant believe im graduating soon :O

the fact nvr did change; is it my weakness or isit my strength.

beijing 101

pardon the title.beijing 101 have this show on channel 5 every friday night and its damn hilarious. seriously, sometimes i really question singapore’s production.like S Factor for example. urgh what the hell is that?and beijing 101 is another errrrrrrr?channel 8 have good production. but channel 5? some lar. lets take S factor as an example, is the aim of that show to disgrace all those girls? seriously, they were damn dumb and immature and unprofessional. i rmb this hilarious line “her stomach go in and then come back out. she like pregnant and then not pregnant again.ahahahha.” arrr? k moving on.

the reason im hardworking enough today to update my blog is because of momo. he complaint my blog is dead. hehe.so here it goes.went to play ball just now.the boys team were there too.played with and against them. very strategic. they really play well as a team. i guess dats the advantage of playing together all the time.so united. anyways,..

next week is the last week of holiday.after tht prelim 1b, prelim 2 and then o’level.scary.i kinda think  i dun have a life lar.this whole holiday, nvr go overseas, go out only like thrice? wheres the life? miss the times when we go holiday.well usually to islands to snorkel and spend time in nature.i’ve got some awesome pictures of the sceneries.

taken from our chalet.the jetty was my emo spot every night.since my

bro fish there, might as well sit there and enjoy the night right.btw, on one night, we saw

lots of lightning.pretty scary.but it was nice.

sunset.pretty right?

one of the snorkelling spots.

this was taken while i was on the boat.i like to watch the foamy water as the boat move.

hai…im so going ahead with my plan.retire early and go travel.im not going to miss out on all these pweety places.

btw, i’ve yet to thank the quraisya and the gang for making the MAY ppl birthday a great one. thx for the cake!

the may ppl.(Amao,  huda, widad)widad stole my brithday

yeayyyyyyyyy

now now, everyone have been complaining to me just because i posted pictures of my blisters. its NOT disgusting. its life.u see, at one point or many points in ur life, u WILL get blisters.unless u have sandpaper for soles.so im just exposing u to facts of life at a very tender stage.

alot of things happened lately, but im just too lazy to write abt it all.well maybe i should. just a little

first, we had our very first team outing yesterday. by team i mean the whole team. sec 1-4.so it was pretty interesting. we went to the movies and watched 17 again after much blablas.before tht, zelia and i went to look for jiaqi’s birthday present.hope he’ll like what we got him.heehhehe.anyway, before we went into the cinema, coach shuffled the tickets and told us to pick at random. i get to sit with jasmine and shuo ying.i think shuo ying had a !!!!! experience.she was sitting in between zelia and me. u do the math.

jasmine was going gugugaga over zac effron. but i guess the whole team really went gugugaga when we saw all those bball moves.see guys, a woaaaa face doesnt make u charming.its the moves

had to rush home to complete the mountainuos hmwk. ok im exaggerating. but oh well.

thiings im looking forward to:-one stay kayak course this friday and sat

finally im gonna get tht cert. -.=

btw,since im at it,i’ve been thinking of things i wanna do/go to before my life ends.let me list them here:

places to go

1) hawaii

2) netherlands

3)venice

4)rome

5) bermuda triangle? hahaha shuddup

things to do

1) watch PHANTOM OF THE OPERA in the theatres.i’ve watched it on tv

2) watch F1 (not in singapore)

3) have a family of cats again

4)hahaha drive a plane.

dun laugh at my aspirations.im gonna achieve it even if it requires me to retire earlier. im a girl with HUGE dreams

blisters and such

i have 2 fairly small/huge blisters on my feet.it bled.the liquid in the blisters is red.tissue fluid + blood. kinda cool.had fun taking photos of it though so what if im a sadist. i dont bite.

pwetty?
poke
poking
poked

gomenasai

i apologise to those who have been waiting for the photos to be uploaded. im a lazy pig. admit. there’s too many to upload ok! theres like 143 photos for last wednesday only. enjoy the crazy photos

if u meet her, u can ask what shes trying to do. dont ask me

zhilian…hahahah gladys, cant see bottom quarter of ur face. should have taken pic with me instead. height diff nt tht big

KSS BBALL GIRLS ‘09

WE’RE PROUD OF U LITTLE ONES!!

THE FOLLOWING PICTURES MAY CONTAIN SOME DISTURBING CONTENTS.

the subjects in the following pictures are all women eventhough they make a complete family.

LESBIAN FAMILY

(L-R) mom. dad
(L-R) grandpa and grandma

i realise our basketball teachers in charge act cute ALOT. hahaha.
see what i mean?
in every pose…

always the classy face****** kranji DOES NOT promote lesbianism mind u
:O
zelia’s attempt to act man FAILED
NOT much of a success still
the happy family.zelia and me with our daughter and son-in-law

discussion on what pose they’re gonna do
family portrait ( with 2 grandsons and 1 granddaughter)
the distant relative
elayne is married to jasmine but jasmine has an affair with peng. (gay affair)

the children with the mum
hahahaha wedding photo
another wedding photo

the father with his daughter

manly

STUPID FACES SEGMENT:

ahahahahahha damn nice

the men(back) and women(front) of the family

focus on sherlyn and jasmine’s face
hahahaahhahahahahah
gladys is like the king of unglam-ness

WE ARE SO PROUD OF U

today was awesome!!!! first, IBEX finally won. second and most importantly, the juniors won their first west zone match. to make it more meaningful, they won against jurong west.how can ur day be brighter right.

SUMMARY(not really actually) OF TODAY:

woke up at 545am but continued to laze around till about 552am. bathed, packed bag and made breakfast. left home at 625am. reached the traffic light opps yew tee primary at 628am and realised i left the ibex cheering props by the door. BIG MISTAKE NO. 1 happened.  well its either be late or no props. i want the best of both worlds.faridah happened to panic and ran up the steep slope to her house to get the props. running is alrdy a big challenge for me nowadays. to make it worse. it was a slope, steep slope.reached back home at 629 and ran back down to the traffic light by 632am. chiong-ed to the stadium and reached at 639am. wonder woman? no. more like dumbass.the knee hurts like crazy. i bet if i was alone as soon as i reached the stadium, i’d have burst out crying.sprayed salonpas to the knee and start work. had breakfast while hong was  briefing us.

helped out with buns and mineral water before proceeding to the finishing line to be the position judge again.very fun overall. as always

took some pictures while nathaniel took the rest. he seems to be in love with my cam.

cheering competition, prize presentation de-brief, simple lunch and bathe!! lunched, slacked, and met up with teammates

it feels good to meet up again. wearing same attire,chatty and all.as usual zelia is the main target.nothing much has changed.dory is the same old keep-to-self dory. ummi is,well, horny. like they all said,just a month ago, it was us who were playing at clementi sports hall.how time flies.

reached clementi sports hall and watched the tanglin vs clementi town boys match before the juniors’.

as we watched the juniors playes, i guess all the memories began to float back. since we were sec 1. how we played and stuff.they fought good. i was impressed and touched.up till the 3rd quarter, we were leading jurong west by quite a margin. suddenly the match became tense and tight.it gets so crazy coachs from both side were calling time-outs like nobody’s business. so exciting. we seniors were of course feeling tensed too.

the girls fight till the very end. SO PROUD OF THEM!!! anyway, they won with a score of 20-21.very tight. happiness!!!!

but crystal didnt feel well and vomit alot. poor woman. bus-ed back to school.sat at the back with julia, zelia, zhi xian, zhenling and jianing.fun fun fun.

reached school.took photos.

things i missed out that obviously doesnt need to be mentioned given the nature of oneself: camwhore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEFORE U SCROLL DOWN, VIEWER’S DISCRETION IS ADVISED,hell loads of photos ok

they were supposed to take a picture of zelia and me. after counting 123, nat turned the camera and took theirs instead
the qam nene’s classic face
the anti-social basketball boys

yeay ibex is the best

lay yong

unglam

weeeeeeeeee
papa

KHENG HIAN’S PHOTO COLLECTION:


ibex mascot
the bball girls!

we were suppose to do a jumpshot. but i prefer the ground than the sky

the road worth taking

public declaration:

I, FARIDAH, FIND V FROM “V FOR VENDETTA” EXTREMELY HOT.

V was fighting against a particular paradigm as well as the people and government trying to enforce this paradigm.he was a freedom fighter against the fascist govt.he managed to revolutionise britain.the story was extremely meaningful. very literature-ish. very nice. very charismatic character. very determined. i envy his will. and he got this cute bowl hair.hahaha. ahhhhh (L) (L) (L). if u ever get a chance,do watch it.might change how u see things. and if u fall in love with it too, buy me a copy of the CD.

here’s the first part where he introduced himself to this girl who eventually became his ally:

V:  I can assure you I mean you no harm.
Evey : Who are you?
V: Who? Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.
Evey: Well I can see that.
V: Of course you can. I’m not questioning your powers of observation I’m merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.
Evey: Oh. Right.
V: But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.
V: Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
[carves V into poster on wall]
V: The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.
[giggles]
V: Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it’s my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.
Evey: Are you like a crazy person?
V: I am quite sure they will say so. But to whom, might I ask, am I speaking with?
Evey: I’m Evey.
V: Evey? E-V. Of course you are.
Evey : What does that mean?
V: It means that I, like God, do not play with dice and I don’t believe in coincidences.

just by reading the script u can tell its a hell interesting movie right? i like the way he talks. Vs everywhere

ANNUAL ROAD RUN photos

not all of them are here. u can check out the rest on my facebook. simply too many. lazy to put all of them up.

the chem teacher VS the maththe president and his ultimate love : frisbee
u always see this dont u?yan and ne squabbling. nah, they’re just playing
setting up ssc’s game station :whack me
ahhh classic face
one of the weapons from the “whack me” station
the person responsible for all the photos
almost legal gathering
the slack duo
look at the veins on his arm!!!
the endpoint for the run
priceless? not really. usual sight
another usual sight. the face always get covered… hai
decent photo
this photo was taken first thing in the morning at 620am. they were kinda “forced” to take this shot

there goes the 2nd last event for us seniors. sad. next comes sports meet and then the step down.everything went by so fast. 4 yrs playing bball for kranji, 2 yrs serving as a leader in ssc. probably the 2 most valuable experience i got from kranji. leaving is just crappy. but it’ll come sooner than we all think.

why?

we ask ourselves “why” probably hundred times a day, million times a year.but what is the answer that we are searching for? just an answer to soothe us, maybe.

today isn’t a very good day though its damn hell fun.had annual road run/games carnival. woke up at 530am and left home at 550am.reach limbang bus stop at 6.05. saw pa and lay yong walking towards limbang shopping centre. met up with them and bought “breakfast”. it was mashed potato. waited for jocelyn and then yu ting. reached school and we were late for a min. so ssc rule applies, 20 push ups.carried stuff here and there .bla bla.

run started. it was damn boring. standing alone in the middle of the field directing the incoming runners to the “funnel-like” way the teachers had set-up. the only source of entertainment : KHENG HIAN.on the walkie talkie. probably the first thing tht pissed me off today was the attitude of some. pretty loser-like? the guys coming in after like wad 30 mins or more for just 2.6km and whine abt the time they have wasted bla bla bla.and when kheng hian was encouraging the last few girls to finish the run, they went like ” haiya expected lar last.run oso for wad might as well walk”. i was trying to encourage them when i was in the field. but their comments were =.-. nevermind

prize presentation. was the emcee. yea i screwed up here and there. pretty good for the first time though. ehehe.considering the fact my script was made up by me there and then on the podium coz the teachers had alottt more stuff that they wantd me to say.quite fun though. i would have regretted it very much if i had refused the job earlier. doesnt hurt to give it a shot. why not right? so yeap went for it. and i felt good. still do. satisfaction of overcoming my stage fright and doing something i would never have thought of doing. it may seem like a peanut to some. but i have some serious issue with the stage. so yea. im so proud of u faridah.

games next. too much detail.oh and one more thing

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK NATHANIEL FOR BRINGING MY CAM ARND TO TAKE PHOTOS.UR SOME SERIOUS PHOTOGRAPHER. THX TO U I HAVE HELL LOADS OF PICTURE. I’LL POST THEM UP TMR OK.

after the debrief, the teachers gave us free lunch. all of us. buy food frm any stall and drinks. any amount u want.how generous right. thx many many for the lunch.

after lunch, had a chat with lay yong. like we always do. always talking.actually it was gladys who brought up a certain topic tht sadly, cant be mentioned.so after she left, lay yong and me were still talking abt it. i just wanna say something with regards to this particular incident

to whom it may concern,

if u think my competency is minimal and my ability is limited, u thought wrong mister. even if i wear a skirt, have a ponytail and do not have balls dangling in between my legs like u do, u shall never question my competency. because the fact is, u and i both know ur nothing but a whole lot of talking trash. familiar with “no action talk only” ? but u know what? i bet u can go real far. because u have this one amazing ability to manipulate ppl to go under u and work their ass off while u take credit when in reality, u do nothing but talk clouds and how pigs fly over rainbows.

*note: im speaking on behalf of many. so wake up dude

whats up with all that anger. damn. i should have been political too. its all abt politics babe. oh well…

the knee’s swelling real bad.because i played captain’s ball for a while with my ex class..havent been showing improvement sadly..

sick. again.

im sick. again. whats up with the immune system. lucky for me, it isnt as bad this time.just fever and flu. i think its a seasonal thingy.dry season once, wet season once. weak ass

GUESS WAD?????? i get to play for the last gameeeeeeee!!!!!!!! weeeee.cant describe how happy i was.duh..it felt good.it did hurt. but wad the heck?im not gonna let the pain control me.im ur master mind u. but after 12-13 mins.i was back on the bench,for the rest of the game it was reall fulfilling i tell u. these are the times u really appreciate the seconds u have on court.to sum things up, we had great time together. 4 yrs of playing together.almost. we grew,definitely. thx for the great time teamy. we’ve had our fair share of great times. times during trainings, camps, tournament, i will nvr forget

to juniors, continue to fight for what u want, what we wanted. and TAKE GOOD CARE of urselves alright

adam khoo workshop was worthwhile. very interesting and was an eye-opener to many. they were trying to wake us up.make us realise certain things like scolding our parents is a big no-no, to stop demanding things.from a very young age.i was taught to respect anyone, especially ones older.so yea,i’ve nvr raised my voice to my parents.and i pray i nvr will. many felt remorseful, guilty and the slow realisation that crept in. what made me sad was the fact tht knowing those ppl close to me especially my parents would leave one day. and i realised, i’ve nvr told them i loved them.

i also realised i really love my friends.i’ve been with them since sec 1.it nvr occur to me tht we would lose contacts one day and out of nowhere i’d receive a telegram tht says i’ve lost any one of them. disaster. so lets all take the time to say wad we have deep inside our heart.

TO THOSE WHO HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE, I’D LIKE TO THANK U.

TO THOSE WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE, ARIGATO

TO THOSE WHO LOVE ME AND CONSTANTLY NAG AT ME,GRAZIAS

TO THOSE WHO HAVE GUIDED ME,MERSI

Here are the people who have been there for me all the time:

amao (amalina), lay yong (daniel lim), papa (daniel chia), qi (jiaqi)
PAPA

they insisted on this arrangement (notice the height)
amao is being laughed at
froggy 1
froggy 2
till when will we get to enjoy this?

i found this thing on the net tht concerns the knee , take a look:

Collateral Ligaments

The collateral ligaments are located on the inner (medial) side of the knee joint and the outer (lateral) side of the knee joint. The medial collateral ligament (MCL) connects the thighbone to the shinbone, and provides stability to the inner side of the knee. The lateral collateral ligament (LCL) connects the thighbone to the other bone in the lower portion of the leg (fibula) and stabilizes the outer side.

Injuries to the MCL are usually caused by contact on the outside of the knee and are accompanied by sharp pain on the inside of the knee.

Treatment

If the MCL has a small partial tear, conservative treatment usually works. Remember the acronym RICE:

• Rest the knee to give the ligament time to heal.
• Ice can be applied two or three times a day for 15 to 20 minutes each time.
• Compress the injury to limit swelling. You may have to wear a bandage or brace for a while.
• Elevate the knee whenever possible.

You should also consult your physician about a course of rehabilitation exercises for good healing.

If the collateral ligament is completely torn, or torn in such a way that the ligament cannot heal, you may need surgery. Repair may bring good results, with a return to good knee stability. After satisfactory rehabilitation, many people resume their previous levels of activity.

Rehabilitation

A rehabilitation plan is needed if you have a cruciate or collateral ligament injury.

Most rehabilitation plans include:

• Passive range-of-motion exercises designed to restore flexibility
• Braces to control joint movement.
• Exercises to strengthen the quadriceps muscles in the front of the thigh. Muscle strength is needed to provide the knee joint with as much support and stability as possible when weight is placed on it.
• Additional exercises on a high-seat exercise bicycle, followed by more strenuous quadriceps exercise.

Your progress and the ability of the knee to function as a normal knee will determine how long you must use crutches and a brace.

http://hcd2.bupa.co.uk/fact_sheets/html/Knee_ligament_injuries.html  taken frm here

working on it!

its a lifelong pain,worthwhile in every sense

the rain just stopped.its realllly cold and wet outside.im wrapped up in this thick blanky wearing thick long pants.the knee hurts real bad.probably the cold got to my bones.had to soak towel in hot water and keep the knee warm and nice to stop the pain. the pain is seriously discouraging. whats up with u? its been 2 months. stop alrdy.

now tht common test is over, theres nth much left to do at home.taking 2 days break and then off to sch for the course and the returning of the papers.bio paper wasnt so good.because of time constrain, i failed to read the instruction for section c. as a result, i lost 10 marks in the process.theres 2 question for section c, usually theres 3 for official exams.i thought i had to choose 1 this time. coz usually, we have to do 1 compulsory one and choose another one out of the 2 left, to do.dangggg it. luckily the question i did wasnt tht bad. i got 8/10.if only i did the other one too…

have been doing lots of push-ups and sit-ups. the tummy’s looking real good. i used to go running when i feel bad or just want to take a break, and then i switched to jump ropes. now, since i cant do any of those still, my new found love are push-ups and sit-ups. i just HAVE to sweat. u noe u just feel so old and mouldy if u dun sweat. right jie??????

the sec 2 and 3s just finished their camp. how i wish we have camps. i love camping.but since this year is our “o’ lvel year”, we have to be exempted from all those . funny thing is, the sec 3s hate camps. they get to go st john island. its a beautiful place. scenery and quality of beach wise, wayyyyy better than pulau ubin. its more of a holiday than camp if u get to go there.

been there before. for fishing trip! with daddy and his friend.didnt catch anything though the fishes ate the bait.pitch a tent.and i had to sleep real early coz daddy was very worried about me.i was feeling really cold and my temperature refuse to go up eventhough i was alrdy wearing layers of jackets and raincoats.probably because we were on the breakwater. explains the strong wind and cold temperature. from the breakwater, we could see singapore clearly enough with the flyer still suspended due to the electrical prob thingy.

its nice to sit there, not doing anything. very relaxing esp at nite.the melodious sound of the waves crashing aginst the rocks and the wind howling. priceless.lets hope i get to go there again one day

PICTURES TAKEN BY DADDY AND ME:

the pics kinda depicts tht the island is very developed.nice beaches, well-maintained grass…

From the breakwaterthts uncle errmmm alex i think?
the grass like carpet grass right?
like the beach on some dream island?

2nd fishing spot
far from the jetty

thts a fish farm

daddy and uncle fishing

maooo
fat chicken. incubating her eggs
thts the jetty to the left

pweety place aint it?

we keep pointing fingers. lets continue this way till we have got no more fingers to point.whats up with tht attitude.u cant expect me to treat u like i used to and act as if nth ever happened. coz sumting did happen and we both very well noe the details to it.if its wrong, nth’s gonna change it.u dun go arnd telling ppl about my being an insolent.my insolence cant even be compared to wad u did.treating u like the way i used to will just be an approval on my part. so this is wad i have decided. dont try changing my mind.who the heck noe who was calling me? i dun have eyes at the back of my head and my mind was seriously occupied i barely heard u. did u even make an effort to chase up to me?NO!!! u noe y? coz u just want to have an issue to bring up.ohhh how she ignored me, oh how she refuse to look for me, oh how she dont care abt me anymore…yea yea… wadever.u barely called out to me twice.if u didnt msg me tht nite and say all those things, i wouldnt have known it was u who was calling me anyway. wonderful prayers u had for me huh? appreciate it. really. acceptance is approval. as long as u dun feel guilty and wrong abt wad u did, theres no acceptance on my part because i strongly DISAPPROVE of wad u did.end of story. and jie, dun try talking me out of it. u should draw the line between respect and approval too u noe. respecting is one thing, approval is another. yea i still respect u, but nah, nvr will i approve of ur actions and behaviour. enough alrdy, do some soul-searching will ya?

*this part of the post has no relations to anyone reading it*